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This fictional work is dedicated to Ninomiya Kazunari and Kazu's mom whom I know as Kazuko. This fictional work is about a son and mother relationship which is the common theme in most of Kazu's drama. This is only one of the requirement in my portfolio in my Creative Writing Class (Though I am not really that creative when it comes into writing a fiction).  The title of the short story was based on Kazunari's Solo entitled "20825 Nichi Me no Kyoku" in their Love Album. THIS WORK IS FICTIONAL! Enjoy reading. Dozu! 
 
 
 


This is also written in my livejournal account with the same username :)




Kazu,

Happy Birthday!

You were 3900 grams when you were born, your head was quiet big and your neck was very unstable. You got sick very often. Your ears got painful each time you had a fever. You had heat cramp in the midnight and we had to rush you to the emergency hospital. You didn’t suffer from any big sickness after you enter the primary school, and you were playing just like other healthy kids. I can see that you’re learning the way to communicate with others, the rule of this society even when you’re playing. But during your secondary school, the doctor said there’s an abnormality in your heart during examination. I feel that it may be caused by the mumps you had during the summer we went to the sea, and I feel sorry about it. And now that you are healthy, no problem with your heart, at least I feel relieved. I always pray for your good health since I wasn’t able to take good care of you now. I know a lot of people love you; a lot of people were taking care of you. Never ever forget about this.

Thank you for coming to this world as my son. Please visit me when you have time.

Love, Mama.” 

 

I folded her letter gently and put it back to the yellow envelop with a seal of heart. The only response I can give is my deep and shallow sigh. The silence inside my room reminds me of her. I slowly close my eyes and the total darkness reminds me that it’s been a years since the last time I saw her old beautiful face but everything is still vivid. I remember the time she enrolled me in a special music class when I was in primary school. I told her that I don’t want to learn music and the only thing I want is to play outside with my friends. She tried to convince me that learning music is fun. I was so confuse why she told me such thing. Every after class she always fetches me and brings me to my cram class. I saw how excited she was during my first day. Her eyes shone very bright and her smiles were getting more beautiful. But
I am still confused why she was so fascinated with the idea of music. I continue to attend that music class until I reached the secondary school. She was no longer accompanied me since she was confident that I am already committing myself into music. But she was wrong. There were times I skipped the class and play baseball with my schoolmates. When she found it out, she got mad at me. Very mad. That was the first time I saw her getting furious in my entire life as if I committed a greater sin. I shouted at her and told her that I rather to choose playing baseball than playing the piano. I do not know how I can understand her. Until, she got down on her knees. Crying and begging me to continue to learn music. She was really into pain. I decided to quit baseball and continue attending the music class.

When I was sixteen, I sent an application letter in an entertainment industry without her notice.  I undergo in some auditions and screening. And luckily, I was accepted. As I handed my acceptance letter to her, she cried. But this time I was able to see again the eyes that shine like the stars in the vast sky during the night. She was crying because of too much happiness and I want to see her that way every day. I continue to create music with different rhymes and melodies. I was able to reach people hearts. I saw their smile which looks like hers, but hers is my favourite one. But music separates us. I can no longer see those beautiful smiles.  

It surprised me. This is the first time I’ve thought about her this much. Me, as her son, and her, as my mother, it might have just been by chance, but that alone is one of the things I proud the most. As I open my eyes, I grabbed my pen and my composition sheet. This is the only way I can think to show how grateful I am to be her son.

Kazu,

I didn’t know that you had written such song. You gave me the album before my birthday, but I didn’t listen to it right away. By chance, I happened to listen to it on my actual birthday, and I was surprised. Your fans I know they already heard this song and found themselves admiring their parents more. I’m proud to have such a son

Love, Mama.

 

P.S: This is my favourite song. I can listen to it every day, even Mama can’t hear you.

 


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This fictional work is dedicated to Ninomiya Kazunari and Kazu's mom whom I know as Kazuko. This fictional work is about a son and mother relationship which is the common theme in most of Kazu's drama. This is only one of the requirement in my portfolio in my Creative Writing Class (Though I am not really that creative when it comes into writing a fiction).  The title of the short story was based on Kazunari's Solo entitled "20825 Nichi Me no Kyoku" in their Love Album. THIS WORK IS FICTIONAL! Enjoy reading. Dozu!
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  •       “A song for the 20825th”By: Marcella Inez Orca



         “Kazu,
     Happy Birthday!

You were 3900 grams when you were born, your head was quiet big and your neck was very unstable. You got sick very often. Your ears got painful each time you had a fever. You had heat cramp in the midnight and we had to rush you to the emergency hospital. You didn’t suffer from any big sickness after you enter the primary school, and you were playing just like other healthy kids. I can see that you’re learning the way to communicate with others, the rule of this society even when you’re playing. But during your secondary school, the doctor said there’s an abnormality in your heart during examination. I feel that it may be caused by the mumps you had during the summer we went to the sea, and I feel sorry about it. And now that you are healthy, no problem with your heart, at least I feel relieved. I always pray for your good health since I wasn’t able to take good care of you now. I know a lot of people love you; a lot of people were taking care of you. Never ever forget about this.


Thank you for coming to this world as my son. Please visit me when you have time.


Love, Mama.” 


I folded her letter gently and put it back to the yellow envelop with a seal of heart. The only response I can give is my deep and shallow sigh. The silence inside my room reminds me of her. I slowly close my eyes and the total darkness reminds me that it’s been a years since the last time I saw her old beautiful face but everything is still vivid. I remember the time she enrolled me in a special music class when I was in primary school. I told her that I don’t want to learn music and the only thing I want is to play outside with my friends. She tried to convince me that learning music is fun. I was so confuse why she told me such thing. Every after class she always fetches me and brings me to my cram class. I saw how excited she was during my first day. Her eyes shone very bright and her smiles were getting more beautiful. But 
I am still confused why she was so fascinated with the idea of music. I continue to attend that music class until I reached the secondary school. She was no longer accompanied me since she was confident that I am already committing myself into music. But she was wrong. There were times I skipped the class and play baseball with my schoolmates. When she found it out, she got mad at me. Very mad. That was the first time I saw her getting furious in my entire life as if I committed a greater sin. I shouted at her and told her that I rather to choose playing baseball than playing the piano. I do not know how I can understand her. Until, she got down on her knees. Crying and begging me to continue to learn music. She was really into pain. I decided to quit baseball and continue attending the music class.When I was sixteen, I sent an application letter in an entertainment industry without her notice. I undergo in some auditions and screening. And luckily, I was accepted. As I handed my acceptance letter to her, she cried. But this time I was able to see again the eyes that shine like the stars in the vast sky during the night. She was crying because of too much happiness and I want to see her that way every day. I continue to create music with different rhymes and melodies. I was able to reach people hearts. I saw their smile which looks like hers, but hers is my favourite one. But music separates us. I can no longer see those beautiful smiles. It surprised me. This is the first time I’ve thought about her this much. Me, as her son, and her, as my mother, it might have just been by chance, but that alone is one of the things I proud the most. As I open my eyes, I grabbed my pen and my composition sheet. This is the only way I can think to show how grateful I am to be her son.

Kazu,


I didn’t know that you had written such song. You gave me the album before my birthday, but I didn’t listen to it right away. By chance, I happened to listen to it on my actual birthday, and I was surprised. Your fans I know they already heard this song and found themselves admiring their parents more. I’m proud to have such a son.

Love, Mama.

P.S: This is my favourite song. I can listen to it every day, even Mama can’t hear you.A song for the
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It's been a while since I posted on my livejounal account. Things are getting busier since it is almost the end of the school year.

I just sneak a short time to post something though I said that I will be on a hiatus mode from the fandom, but I can't help. I try my best not browse and update about the boys since it consumes the large part of my time. And they are also the cause of my procrastination. Hahahahaha


So much for too much explanation! I just want to share my experience last night. So I posted my upcoming schedules of deadline and list of works and responsibilities in school and masters class. I decided to list down mt "TO-DO LIST" in order to organize my thoughts, things, and feelings. Hahahahaha. I went to bed early so that I can focus on the next day battle. Then, this person visited me on my dream.



Yes this is the first time that someone from my fandom visited me. Unfortunately, I was not able to interact with him. It seems like there was a fan meet and greet and I was on the second floor of the building. The place was very vague in my memory, it is like he was standing in a skating rink. He was holding a microphone and waving to his fans down stairs. He was wearing the clothes he used to wear during his "Gimmick Game" solo performance. Same clothes and same color of the hair.



As he about to leave, I run down stairs and asked the guard where is the back stage. He told me to go outside the building and go literally to the back part of the building (nakakaloka!) Then I realized the building was the Ynares Center in Antipolo. I run and run. I really don't know why I am running. Hahahaha. Until I reached the street somewhere here in Jalajala. (Ang layo 50 kilometers ang tinakbo ko makita lang yung backstage). Then I saw a van. Just like the van that popular people ride on, so I assumed that Nino was there. There's no reporter nor a fan within the vicinity. I get excited and came near to the van. Then a tall girl was there. She was in a white short dress and white summer hat. As she faced me, it was Yu Yamada, the wife of Oguri Shun. She was smiling at me. I asked where is Nino and she only said "Oh you are a fan of Arashi. Let us take a picture and i will post it on Instagram." As we took the picture she covered my face, and I can't understand the purpose. (Magpapapicture sakin tapos tatakpan ang mukha ko? Baliw ata 'tong si Yu.) Then I also asked her to took some picture using my phone and this time she was longer covering my face.

Then I woke up without knowing where is Nino.
Poor Meg. Hahahaha
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Happy 35th birthday to the person who always inspire me to do my best. My everyday motivation that there are rooms for improvement. To do things perfectly because we want to make people happy (though I am not really into people)

To the person who is brave to show his weaknesses.

To the person who can make not only the girls but the boys "Kyaaa" with his photoshoot.

To the person who has adorable and refreshing smile. 😁

As you turn 35, please promise us to take good care of your health and be happy as always.

I may not be your wifey, but surely you always have a very special place in heart. 😊

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Tadaima! Finally after all the stress and emotional disturbances I felt for the past few days and weeks, I am finally home. Lying on my own bed and dwelling in my comfort zone.

Before I get back to work, I spoiled myself for one day recovery. And I had the chance to finish the Emblem that has been stuck for manay days.

All the review that I will write is base on how I see the drama/movie and my own perception of course. Hahaha. I know I don't have the right to do this kind of stuff but I just want to speak my heart out.


First point, I love seeing Sho-kun's forehead. Hahaha. Just kidding! Seeing him in this kind of state reflects me how Sho-kun being a short-tempered person. I don't want to cause any trouble with him. It is something that he showed some of his nature through this SP drama.

Hello to the wife. Hahahaha. Seeing Ninomiya's rumored ex girlfriend being co-star with his brother makes me feel awkward and at the same makes me feel curious if Ninomiya watched the drama. Hahaha.

I read some article around the corner regarding with on how this actress act in the Emblem. It was stated that he overpower Sho-kun in this drama which I agreed  (not because she's Nino's ex). It is just the act of Sho doesn't jive with her act. As if she was just pushing herself too much (here I am again being judgmental). But she's pretty and she was suited in a mother role.


Speaking of being suited, Sho-kun also gave justice to his character which really resemble to his chatacter in real life. A passionaite-strong person. A person who doesn't know when to give up. That's why I can still see Sho-kun.

How many times he cried in this drama? Upon watching the emblem I forgot how Sho-kun laugh. I don't want seeing him like this. But kuddos, he nailed it!


Can't wait to see you to be a father someday!

Congratulation Red! Congratulation to the Team Emblem!

Credits to the people who shared the link for the videos!

Editing

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Here are some of my edited pictures of Arashi since I had the time to breath my mind. 😊







Feel free to have it (with credits) 😊
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Because insomia attacked me last night, I end up editing some of Arashi pictures. Hahahaha. If you want a copy as a wallpaper of your phone please give thanks and credits to rightful owner. When I got the chance and time I'll make another more. Lol 😊

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I know I've already shared it on Facebook. Hahaha. But let me also share it here. So I can look it back someday. Lol.

During my MA (Masters) Class, I was assigned to do a report about the Literary Criticism during the Middles Ages. I clearly remembered that my wallpaper is totally blank. No picture. Just a total black and only the desktop icon can be seen. As I conected my laptop to the projector, it is in a duplicate setting where in my classmate can be seen next move in using the laptop. So I change the setting. From duplicate mode to extended one. My classmate which is aparently a gay exclaimed "Ay ang gwapo ng boyfriend" (Your boyfriend is handsome). I thought he was reffering to someone. But then again I heard somebody also saying "Anyeong" (Greetings from Korea) which already caught my attention. As I turned myself around, this picture of Ninomiya appeared in the white screen inside the room. I caught myself smiling. Then I looked also to my professor who also saw the picture, and he was smiling back at me. Hahahaha.

I guess this is the best birthday surprise! Happy Birthday to me! 😁


I'am very thankful to celebrate my 23rd birthday in the most simpliest (OA na sa superlative) way! 😊

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Dear Neen-chan,

Konichiwa! It is my first Ninomiyanniversary! Yatta! 😊 Hahahahaha. I know this is some what kind stupid but please let me say this.

I really don't know when was the time I started to like you. I never thought that I will reach a year admiring you. Honestly, I am also one of the people who get irritated to those people who do fandom before. I admit I also criticize them by saying "The were so lame" "So gay." But here, it's payback time. I am now the one who is being criticize and judge by the people because of my fandom with you and your four brothers.

It is true that I only see you as an artist and I didn't even know your private life. How you act behind those camera or who is Kazunari outside Arashi. But I just want you to know, you SAVED me, a lot.I am so afraid with life. I am so tired to get rejected. I don't want to be hurt anymore. I run and hide. Trying to save myself. I found myself walking in vast desert with no where to go. With no one to hold. Everyday is very plain.

Then Jun came. I try to know him. Try to know the people around him. And I found you! Niji is a very special song for me. It is my favorite. At first I don't really understand the meaning of your song. But I felt it. I really do. It moved me. A shooting star in a very dark night that is how I describe. YOU SAVED ME. And I am so thankful for that.

You're miles away from me. And not even once you will notice me nor know me. I accept my defeat. Reaching you is far beyond imagination. But, I really really want to see you (someone is crying now: Sorewa Yappari Kimi Deshita in the background). I really want to hear your voice singing live. I really want to see the person who SAVED me. The reason if my happiness. The reason of my motivation to continue fighting. The reason why I feel contented. The reason why I feel everythings okay.

The person who has an amazing eyes, I really want to know the reason of those. I really want to know what makes you happy. I really want to know what makes you sad. I really want to know your feelings regarding with your father. I really want to know who are your inspiration if your song. I really want to know the reason if your tears. I really want to know the reason of your smile. I really want to know the girls you truly love. But, that is so impossible ne? Even reading this letter, it is impossible. We are in the different country, or should I say we are in a very different world.

Thank you Ninomiya Kazunari.
 あなたを本当に愛しています.

Meg.

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明けましておめでとうございます!
 Akemashite omedetō gozaimasu!

A love from Philippines to Japan. It's a very good 2016! The previous year gave me a chance to know Arashi even more and to love them more. They gave me a lot of happiness, motivation, and unconditional love.

Thank you Minna-san! ❤💙💚💛💜

I'll continue to support you despite of the rumors I read and heard. People are people. And we, all most us, have things need to be keep inside the closet. True or not, I still believe in you! To the things you contribute to the people around you and all over the world! 😁

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